I wish I could end it. Am so tired I don’t want to suffer anymore I wish there was a door I could walk through and it would all be over I wish it was that simple I don’t know if I have the strength to go on It’s all too much for me to… Continue reading Breaking point
This is my 3rd consecutive week where I woke up on Monday and I feel extremely low. Am at a point where I don’t even care about being happy. I just want my mind to be in a normal state. All I want is to get out of this ‘dark zone’. Am tired of crying… Continue reading Trapped in my mind
One of the downsides of depression is pushing people away. For me, I go through seasons where I push everyone away including my Mother who cares most for me. The fact that I live alone in Nairobi while my Mum lives in the opposite side of the country doesn’t make it any easier. I try… Continue reading Pushing people away
Have you ever been in a season of life that is extremely confusing? You wake up, go to work, live your regular monotonous life and the cycle repeats itself. However, you try to branch out and do new things, you have ambition, you make plans, you actually start implementing, you get excited about it, then… Continue reading Mental battle vs God
Warning: Disturbing images For 2 years, 3 months now, you have borne the wrath of my depression. 3rd June 2018 was the first time I hurt you, it was barely a scratch, but that was the first time I held a razor blade to your perfect brown skin. More than 2 years later, I can’t… Continue reading Dear wrist
I hate myself at this moment in time. For 5 years, I have had a really close friend. Through the years, he and I have had the purest friendship, he just got me, loved me unconditionally, stuck around through my mood swings and never ever left. My most recent memorable memory of him was my… Continue reading I messed up
I discovered a new series on Netflix called ‘Say I Do’. I just watched the first episode and there were tears in my eyes the entire 57 minutes of the episode. The series is about couples who overcome obstacles to celebrate their love in a surprise dream wedding. In this episode, the man planned a… Continue reading God, marriage, depression
Lucky Mwachi 